long day

in loren cunningham's book, he said kiwis pray for everything... an they flippin do! its been another two days of (its not even craziness anymore... its just warfare) trust. i've been lacking and honestly i think staying on the fast might've been a better idea.. i too easily justified it. oh well.. there will be more time for that next week. fo sho. i think we finally got whatever was in ji-won out... there was more battling yesterday (which had some... not to say amusing, but some 'fun' moments (like when she was following it around the room trying to stop it.. then when it went in her she started warning us around her to be careful, and she did it so lovingly like she was protecting us (at one point she put her hand on ithy's head to protect him then with her other hand, fisted and tried to punch him (but leader jacob caught it) and then she called kristen out as soon as he mentioned the word truth (since it was a lying spirit) but oh man! the enemy is afraid of that girl...))that ended amaaaaaaaaaazingly when after awhile she just went limp, rolled her head back and sooo gently said 'i love you ji-won' straight from God for us to all hear.. and know.. but man! i hate demons. they suck. they suck so bad. today there was more crap to deal with but really i think it was lucas's day to shine.. i don't think he's ever cried before and he had a real good one. i was so happy for him... as sweet as spiritual warfare is i think i'm ready to move onto something less intense. it was well timed to have this week before weekend off... its gonna be so fun. just to relax, and camp, and not spend money, and roadtrip?! oh man i can't wait. cept my back is destroyed right now... i definitely did something wrong to it in the past day. it was fine until intercession this morning and since then its just gotten worse (no help to building more bamboo forest hottub in the secret man place) but hey.. i'll drug up, sleep up, then drive! responsibility is fun. all that is left is cleaning our house, breakfast, DTS worship, then the last lecture from baryll (which will be one last bit of intensity) then lunch then OFF to matamata to get our rental van.. stoked. peanut butter an jelly is all i'm gonna be eating. i think one of the coolest things i've heard this week is john-mark.. he's lost 23 lbs since he's come here, (yeah you can see he's gotten skinnier) but its not fat that he's lost.. he's let go of several things that have been holding him down (ie past experiences) and... now he is lighter. physically. SO cool. mebe i'll write again before the weekend, mebe not. i'm not bound by anything.

oh and i did laundry. oh yes, so exciting. FLIP i love here.