mmm fresh internet day

such a nice tagline. eh? eh? internet is NEVER fresh!!! sarcasm, unite!

i'm all hopped up on tea and loving it. today was the hardest day of fasting in my entire 4-5 doing fasting life! (its easier as a team... such appreciation) but d d d d d d dang! dinner prep is the absolute worst thing to happen whilst fasting. aside from a pie fight. b b b b b b b but still! (and i'm not saying i'm fasting to boast about how spiritual i am (however spiritual i may be muhahhahahha (just kidding (but seriously))) i just enjoy it as a discipline and enjoy the feeling i get when i don't need food but only Gods love. wash my face?! nay! i will sing praises instead.) supper prayer was solid as usual... nobody got thrown against the wall in the spirit like i wanted, but i probably should have asked for it instead of just fantasizing about it. oh well! no harm, no foul, no ask, no receive... s s s s s s s solid as!

this week has been pretty dandy. it hasn't been the craziest spiritual adventure of my life but it has still been an encouragement. were talking about heart transplant with goldie gibson (a fight'n 59 year old single woman with amazing promises and ability to run 11 kms every morning before a 3 hour lecture). transplanting our broken, blackened, bruised hearts for a better newer stronger heart. from GOD! oh suprises. its cool. nothing is instantaneous, its all a process, often in which we have to get ourselves into more pain to achieve a stronger heart. i forget all the thousand analogies she's used (i blame the tea) but i can assure you they are good enough to repeat at a later time when you are having a crap day i can drop on you like a hot log of encouraging po-FIRE! you thought i was gonna say poop. you assumer. (pffthehehehe.. ass..)

not a lot has actually happened since i last wrote (which has been neglected because... i'm busy yo! and i ran out of internet.) i've been making prayer bands for everyone on the dts... which means at least an hour or two of sewing and possibly more of stitching something into them. its well worth it for my creative presentation.. not a tattoo, but something to keep me focused on something i fully believe God will bring to fulfillment within my lifetime. i've committed to wearing it (minus greasy/sweaty situations) until my certain prayer comes to fruition. and when it does? slap another one on. i made one for everyone so we could all be bound together in prayer, especially for each other. i'm running out of fabric... but i only have 3 1/2 more to make before i'll be done all 25. my wrist hurts and i don't want to sew anymore but i STILL MUST because now it's an addiction and i love love love giving people things. 4 1/2... surprise ending one... muhahhaa. breakfast club was sick today. it was our last day but it was so fun.. i'm going to miss those maori kids.

almost done my painting in the prayer room... i'm at the stage where i could have finished it, but then went further with it ( i had too...) and now am not satisfied with it again, so lots of tinkering must be done. but hopefully it stands out an looks decent enough to get people inspired to pray... MAN i love praying. there was something else i was probably going to say.. but i forget. so i'll leave you with newly established quotes from one of the best family guy episodes we've witnessed together..


'i can't hear you!'

'nnnbutt scratchah?? mmmmbutt scratcha! nnnbutt scratchah!! (off in the distance) mmm butt scratcha!!'

'oh crap. (ensuing longest chicken fight ever)'


i know you are pleased with me.

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