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fake stuttering leads to real stuttering. i'm thinkin.. its hard to shake. hey remember when nothing exciting happened this week? freaking lies... the speaker that had started out kinda good, then went to bad, then went to boring, then went to looooookitoutsideandalltheprettydistractions, became so good... so truthful... so respected. at the end of a week on which the topic was submission an authority, we had a session in which to pour out our sins and get forgiveness. get whole and complete with the love of Christ. started out pretty emotional... screw it lets skip back a few hours. like.. the morning. 7:15 intercession was really cool... lukas ended it with a word from God for all of us specifically. and it was dead on. i needed to pay attention and focus on what was being said today. fight the mental and optical distractions. i talked to him after... he just said i dunno dude! God just told me to say those things to each of you so i did. (he's been battling with his own truths an such this past week, and earlier he was prayed over by bill's wife barryl. i think she let some sort of holy bug in. soooo he's doin pretty sweet now.) so then after that, since today was friday we had DTS worship, just us pursuit students celebrating together in the gap. the leaders were saying that the one word that was being brought to them through prayer over and over was 'unity'. for us.. there are only 15 students so they want us tight as anything, which we are. tiny little spats or feuds have started to surface, but they've been turned into glue to bind us together even further (suck it satan). they set up communion for us to take, (a lot simpler than bread and juice.. bread and water (equally unorthodox like the shapes and l & p pop we had for communion on small group tuesday night)) but this time it was to unite us. one on one, we were supposed to bring someone over, pray for each other, then take communion together. as many times as we needed. i asked who i should do it with first an lukas came up... so we did our stuff, prayed some good prayer... he was sayin that he was thinkin he should come grab me too, so it worked out pretty well. then i prayed with john-mark, then my roommate kristen. it was solid, we all appreciate each other. i'm so thankful how close we all are and how close were gonna become..

we went back to our final lecture with dave cole, an then we started our confessions an whatnot. ... i could go on an on about people and their challenges and struggles but God was in the room again with us and it was so free. we found things out that were so shocking.. and there was so much healing. its a bigger deal in my head than i'm making it out to be out of privacy for the stuff that doesn't leave the room. gah i'm just so happy.

then tonight we went on a 'prayer walk' which i thought was gonna be flippin stupid but turns out it was quite sweet. God's following us or something... we didn't even talk to anybody but our little group of 3 but it was cool. yeahhhhhh. Gods been allowing amazing things for us.