its thursday, but i feel like its wednesday, for the lecture phase.

aaaaaaaaaand more revelation... more wisdom...

i don't (didn't) have faith in my own prayer life. i fully banked on the genuine outpourings of other peoples words into my problems because i believed mine had none. i mean i knew they did, but i cheapened them by being angry that they weren't being answered and holding on to things that i should have let go a long time ago. there was a lot of renouncing and repenting this morning.. our lecture was mostly talking about demons and stuff which is next weeks topic (we went off on a crazy tangent with rediculously awesome stories and whatnot) but then we moved into prayer for one another with jono leading it.. some really cool stuff came out, stuff nobody wanted to say or agree with... but acknowledging and renouncing agreements we had made with our foolish selves despite knowing the truth ie: disobedience. agreeing with thoughts that we know are wrong, or little justifications that we allow ourselves in order to cease the pains of waiting or other places we tend to fail in... which leads to pretension, or rebellious ideas and attitudes towards things the bible says... which leads to arguments we allow to form against things we know to be true, basically justifying our pride and allowing and obstacle to form... which leads to a stronghold in our lives. a stronghold that satan uses as a foothold to bring disillusion into that area of our lives. 2 corinthians 10:4-6. yeah. sick stuff... thats what led to spiritual battle talk.

so yeah. stuff was said. strongholds were destroyed in the name of Jesus. were all a little bit closer to each other and in line to get closer to God.

tonight tomorrow and saturday were going to tauranga for a conference... forget what its called but its put on by the 24-7 prayer group. dedicated ridiculous amazing people. so it should be good... i'm always looking forward to 45 minute drives, 3 days in a row. lots of talking, sleeping, listening to music and maybe even cuddling. maybe even with girls! bahaha. our sisters are swell. i'm fasting pingpong today cuz its consuming my thoughts. even now. therefore! its time to read me some bible. and listen to some music. and mebe nap... on the trampoline... i've got time. all i have is time.

'rents...- thanks for that amazing package.. i had no idea why it was so heavy... rice crispy squares make me happy. i'll get that video to you soon...