i forgot the day

goggles come and go... but shelf girls last forever. unless i destroy the shelf muahhahahahhaaa. only me and my mind know whats up. unless you know my mind, in which case we must have a discussion so i can lie to you so only me'n my brain know whats up. blushing is fun too....

i probably stink right now.. but i have no awareness of myself so i feel nice'n free (which is how it should be!!) i mean i'm gonna go shower after this... i just like sitting in frisbee bliss (dirt) and letting it soak into my skin so i know i did something i love today. its like when i get paint on my wrists, or clothes, or accidentally fall onto a tattoo needle, i just love reminding myself of the things i love to do. which is why i don't brush my teeth anymor- JUST KIDDING i love brushing my teeth. seriously. a clean mouth is like... there is nothing to compare it too, cuz a clean mouth is usually the thing that is compared too. a good high five. chyess. or a powerful passionate progressive worship song, with an alliterative title.

we had activity time with the other DTS today (by other, i mean mebe 8 of them (but they were rad)) and we did 'fear factor' without the real fear... the only gross thing was the 4 people who had to bike down a hill, get blindfolded and eat nasty stuff. first was a glass with a raw egg in it, then two spoon fulls of flour, then two bites of anchovies (big mothers too) then two gigantic spoon fulls of dogfood. i put my hand on my nose so i didn't have to participate in that crap. i woulda thrown up on the people in charge for shizzle. the rest was rolling down a hill in a tire, then wheel barrowing (just the move, no actual equipment) someone who had spun around on a bat like object 15 times so they were super dizzy around a volleyball net, then back up the hill. which we lost.. i get dizzy easy so i just went down the hill in the tire. for the 2nd time.. i think never again cuz i think about it an i get super dizzy. stupid lame easily dizzy body... whatevs, i'm ok with it. then there was a 5 legged race, then a tug of war, then sweet sweet ultimate.

jono turner was sweet again today, we started to minister to one another in prayer, except i didn't relate to anything (cuz once again, i have a sweet family, a sweet dad therefore a crappy fatherhood experience was not something i needed prayer for) soooo i actually had a super hard time focusing today. like... super hard. we prayed for pornography and plane crashes and our outreach during morning intercession, so satan was attacking my mind pretty hard. once i told satan to screw off my mind settled on watching 'cast away' in fast forward, especially the scenes i like. like when he grows a beard. and goes home and eats crab. and then i realized jono was looking me right in the eyes (could not know how long he was there) and i snapped back into embarrassing reality... i was goooone. for like.. 10 minutes. so focus was a slight issue today.

man i can't believe its already wednesday...